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    Rory’s 2024: Video games

    A new tool

    The year ended with a new tool in my video-game arsenal: a Steam Deck! (Basically, imagine a Switch, but it’s heavier and you can play a lot of your Steam library on it.) Still, almost none of what I’m going to talk about happened on the Steam Deck. The large share of this was on my desktop computer, with a little streamed/played on phone or tablet, and one notable game played on an Xbox.

     

    Non-Steam highlights

    1. The Sims 4 (but especially Life and Death), EA app: My complicated relationship with this game continues, but in all honesty, 2024 was a good year for The Sims 4. I liked the temporary events they built into the game, and the new Life and Death pack is one of my all-time favorites in the game, from any year! It changed death from a solid ending and into a transitional process, with a bunch of after-death gameplay and the potential for reincarnation. It’s a must-have for people who like to play with their Sims throughout a life, and even moreso if you play legacy saves with multiple generations. (Cemetery lots were also my number-one wishlist item, so of course I was happy!) I haven’t played with Lovestruck too much yet, but while I don’t like it as much as Life and Death, a lot of the date interactions are really fleshed out and fun. Still way too many kits I’m not buying, though.
    2. PopCap Games (versions of Peggle and Zuma’s Revenge), Xbox and EA app: This one is entirely Jacob Gellar’s fault; he has a Nebula-exclusive video talking about how good Peggle is, which left me with the realization that I had never played it. So I did. (My dirty secret is that I often turn off sound/music on games, which does mess with the effect Jacob Gellar mentioned, so further experimentation might be in my future.) I also replayed some of Zuma’s Revenge while I was there; the aesthetics are a bit wince inducing, but the mechanics are rock solid.
    3. The beginning of Kingdom Hearts 2, Epic Games: I bought this on deep sale from the Epic Games store because the Roxas opening is one of my all-time favorite game moments…and then the games went up on Steam, and I was mad that I had spent money on a platform I like significantly less and lost my momentum. The second this reaches a reasonable price on Steam, we’re so going back to Twilight Town.
    4. Threes+, Apple Arcade: Remember 2048? Very similar. If my hands were free for a second in 2024, they were playing Threes. It’s more like a physical stim than a game, but I played so much, I have to count it.
    5. Dress to Impress, Roblox: There was a good month in late summer/early fall where I did nothing but assemble outfits for bad scores on Roblox. I had a great time, though, and I think it helped me build on-theme outfits in The Sims, too. Did you know there was a Brat (like, Charli XCX Brat) promo period on Dress to Impress, a game ostensibly for children? I did because I’m a full-grown adult who plays on Roblox.
    6. Speed Draw!, Roblox: Basically Dress to Impress, but with drawings instead. I liked the practice I got doing speed doodles in color, but I only played it for about a week before I got bored.
    7. Epic Party, Roblox: I participated in several group plays on a private server with family. I wouldn’t call myself the biggest fan of this game, but playing on a digital gameboard with minigame breaks certainly does eat up a few hours, if that’s ever a problem.
    8. Dragon Age: The Veilguard, Xbox: I’ve played this franchise ever since Origins first dropped, and despite serious misgivings about the art styles and Veilguard’s relationship to the franchise’s greater canon, I found myself deeply sucked in, to the point where I’m on my second playthrough on Steam Deck. The antagonist at the end of Inquisition took center stage for Veilguard, and delving into his psyche and making friends with your companions was oddly compelling, aided by really good combat if you’re playing as a rogue (although I will note, I was playing at the absolute easiest level so I could get through faster; the challenge dragons were the only real challenge for me). As the tags on this spoilery essay say, “datv is a good game but a bad dragon age game”.

     

    Games I didn’t play (or play much) but that I heard about a lot

    1. Starscape, Roblox: I’ve maybe played five seconds of Starscape, a space exploration sandbox kind of game, years ago, but I heard a lot about side quests and factions and so on in 2024. Would any of that translate to direct personal skill? Not remotely. But I would feel remiss not mentioning it on a list because its presence in my life is undeniable.
    2. Factorio, Steam: Factorio released a giant DLC called Space Age later in 2024. The main game takes place on a single planet and ends when you launch a rocket off that planet. Space Age picks up after that point. I’ve played maybe an hour of Factorio and found it not to my tastes—I prefer a farming game to this kind of base building or resource management—but I will say, seeing a giant ship flying through space in a game previously unequipped to handle it was a delightful experience.
    3. Doors (and similar games), Roblox: Doors is a survival horror escape kind of game, apparently inspired in part by Spooky’s Jump Scare Mansion (an indie game I have played a bit, if not for a long time). Very popular with the young horror-loving crowd in my household. I enjoy the fanart that serves as my lockscreens the most.
    4. Among Us, various: Not just played by controversial figures currently in the media! (Which is why those stories were so funny.) I heard many a tale of group Among Us outings in 2024, played by nine years olds and people over sixty and by all ages in between. The diversity in map options, and different cosmetic options, keep this game fresh many years past its popularity peak. I hope it continues getting refreshes in 2025.
    5. Baldur’s Gate 3, Steam: I spent late 2023-early 2024 trying to get hooked into this game and failing (which is really funny considering I’m on my second Veilguard playthrough, which is nowhere near as good). But others in my household had a great time with it and its many modding options. My favorite mod I saw over a family member’s shoulder allows you to fully customize your companions if you want! I enjoyed seeing Wyll with long locs.
    6. Dwarf Fortress, Steam: I have never played Dwarf Fortress, but I find its depth surprising every time I come across it, and it’s come a long way since its humble ASCII beginnings. The score is really good, too; Craftsdwarfship is my favorite.
    7. The Half Life franchise, Steam: Gordon Freeman lives! My household is more of a Portal household for sure, but there’s something about that crowbar that’s still irresistable, especially in Half Life 2.
    8. Astro Bot, PS5: Game of the Year 2024 was not unheard of in my household! It sounded more difficult than Astro’s Playroom, and I’m never a platformer person, but it’s hard to deny those little robots are adorable, and the controller integration seems really fun.
    9. Boyfriend Dungeon, Steam: I let a family member play this on my Steam account a couple months before I figured out the family sharing system, and lost the chance to get a bunch of the achievements myself. Whoops. Still, charming mix of dating sim and dungeon crawler.

     

    Steam highlights

    1. Dorfromantik (35% of total playtime, 423 sessions, 21-day streak): Speaking of games that are almost like stims, we come to long-time favorite Dorfromantik! It’s a tile-placement puzzle that’s easy to learn and difficult to master. I’m over 1000 hours in Steam total, and I still have four achievements left. I did get a couple achievements in 2024, which took a lot of time and effort, and I’m very pleased with my results. I’m also pleased that it’s a game that I still enjoy playing without the drive for achievements. Some of my gametime numbers are due to the fact that I play it when I’m likely to be interrupted, so I’ll walk away from the computer and leave it running accidentally. Considering I’m in an era of life where I get interrupted constantly, a game this easy to pick up and put down is a necessity.
    2. Balatro (Started in April, 23% of total playtime, 171 sessions, 17-day streak…and also on Apple Arcade, with stats I’m ignoring for my own sanity): Easily my game of the year as far as 2024 releases go. Balatro is a poker-based deck-building roguelike, which is a gamer way of saying “I play a lot of two pairs and flushes and start over again when I inevitably die”. As with Dorfromantic, it’s easy to pick up and extremely hard to 100%. Unlike Dorfromantic, if I’m not careful, I can start a Balatro game, blink, and miss a week of my life completely with dozens of runs in my wake. When the time change and seasonal depression hit hard, I set a Balatro embargo for my basic wellness. I’ve started playing it again and have managed to keep a balance, thankfully, but that 100 million chips achievement isn’t getting any more achievable. I did manage to get the gold stake achievement in between starting and finishing this post, though!
    3. Stardew Valley (10% of total playtime, 33 sessions, 8-day streak): Another all-timer! Stardew Valley is the indie farming sim of my heart, and another one where the last few achievements are super hard to get. I wasn’t pushing too hard for completion in 2024, though; I was exploring the new, free update that dropped and expanded the game even further, as well as doing my usual “I love finishing the community center in as close to the first year as possible” runs. I’ve also played on Apple Arcade and Switch in the past, but 2024 was solidly a desktop Steam year because it took the update so long to expand to other platforms.
    4. Coral Island (9% of total playtime, 34 sessions, 9-day streak): I’m pretty sure I also played Coral Island through Xbox in 2023, but it’s not in my recap for last year. Oh well! I got it on Steam in 2024, and it was a delight to revisit. Coral Island is another farming/life/dating sim like Stardew Valley, but with its own unique identity. (Mermaids are a huge part of the game, for one!) I maybe like the characters in Coral Island better? Certainly, the art style that renders them is beautiful. I feel like there’s plenty of ground to cover in its dev cycle and plenty of game I haven’t played, so don’t be surprised to see Coral Island reappear in 2025.
    5. Regency Solitaire II (3% of total playtime, 10 sessions played, 4-day streak, also paired with Regency Solitaire): The Regency Solitare games card-based play with an overarching narrative for structure. They’re short, sweet, and easy to 100%. I love a game where I have to think of strategy and gasp over people going to Scotland to elope. Eat your heart out, Bridgerton.
    6. Immortal Life: A farming/life sim built around Chinese fantasy! I had a delightful time at the beginning of 2024 pretending I was an alternate version of Wei Wuxian in a different cultivation setting. (If this makes no sense to you, try searching MDZS or The Untamed.) Sadly, I hit a major game-breaking bug on my first playthrough, and I was frustrated enough that I put the game down for a while. Now that there have been a couple updates, and it’s Steam Deck playable, it might be time to give Immortal Life another try.
    7. Lethal Company: I only played Lethal Company, a online co-op horror game with satirical/comedy elements, in January of 2024, but it left a huge impression. One of the monsters you encounter in a tougher part of the game kills party members and mimics them, including in voice chat, and it led to one of the scariest moments I’ve ever had in a game. It was also hilarious? It straddles the line between horror and comedy with deceptive ease. What a game.
    8. Portal: Revolution (and Portal 1-2): Happy one year since Portal: Revolution’s release! (I was literally checking Steam to figure out how to describe Lethal Company when I saw that Portal: Revolution had a one-year anniversary update.) The original duo of Portal games are a household staple, and while I think Portal 2 especially holds up well to this day, Valve’s always encouraged fan games, and that’s been an important way to keep the legacy alive. I’ve played other fan games—Aperture Tag, Portal Stories: Mel, and Portal Reloaded, for instance—but Portal: Revolution is one of the better iterations of the puzzle-solving gameplay. I just wish fan games would get better voice actors.
    9. Cult of the Lamb: Another not-new game with a decent update! Cult of the Lamb’s base-building action roguelike added a two-player option in 2024 that has decent couch co-op, a wildly undervalued option in modern gaming. Granted, couch co-op is better on a console than on PC (even with controllers), but even with a slight in-person clumsiness factor added, Cult of the Lamb is largely a better game with two people. This is true on a mechanical level—I find some of the gameplay clunky—but also because the humor’s irreverent, and it’s fun to laugh with someone else who’s right there.
    10. Fields of Mistria (early access): I saw my friends were playing Fields of Mistria, a farming/dating sim with RPG elements, and gave it a try. I like what I’ve seen so far, but it entered early access in late summer 2024 and still has a pretty long way to go in development. I’m mostly putting this one aside until either it’s a little more fleshed out, or until I desperately need a game to play that won’t cost additional money. Still, promising!
    11. Buckshot Roulette: My only real contender against Balatro in terms of 2024 game of the year. This was less true when it was a single-player game, where you were giving a digital gun and a certain amount of live and blank rounds, and it was all mental math to survive against an NPC. I certainly liked the combination of its mechanical simplicity and deliberately grungy vibe in single player, but adding multiplayer to the mix really kicked off what this game can do. Have you ever played a game with a child that involves shooting them and finding yourself hesitating? I certainly did! Adding a human element to your competitors gave the game an added dash of uncertainty that really took things to the next level. I imagine I’ll play more of this in 2025.
    12. Lil Gator Game: It’s funny that I spent a lot of 2024 playing games with kiddos because, beyond the Roblox mentions, very little of my list would reflect that. Lil Gator Game is probably the only real kiddie game I played, and it was chill and adorable in exactly the ways you’d want in a game of this kind: easy puzzle solving, playful mechanics, general “I’m on break and want to play with my friends” vibes. The devs behind the game just announced a DLC as well, which I’ll almost certainly play when it comes out.
    13. Disco Elysium: After years of on-and-off play, I finally got to one of Disco Elysium’s many endings. I can definitely tell why it’s one of the all-timers! Dense philosophy in an RPG format with a wicked sense of humor and zero interest in looking away from the harsh cruelties of life. Ultimately, the best review I’ve seen is one on Tumblr: “in another timeline, Disco Elysium was a completely untranslated Estonian Fallout 2 total overhaul mod that blew the minds of likes 12 communists on an forum that hasn’t updated visually since 2008”. If that sounds good to you and you’ve never played Disco Elysium, now is always a good time.
    14. Hades II (early access): A game that doesn’t have an ending should not be this good and this playable. (My first playthrough had placeholder art, and I could barely tell!) I got it early so I could enjoy the vibes and see firsthand how development for the sequel to one of my all-time favorite games would look, and I never thought I would get as sucked in as I did. Supergiant’s done it again, folks. I’m a bit behind on updates, and I was mostly going to wait to start over until 1.0 launched, but…come on, of course I’m going to go through more of it now that I have the Steam Deck. Death to Kronos!
    15. Little Kitty, Big City: Another indie game I enjoyed that also had a major game-breaking bug. Luckily, Little Kitty, Big City is contained enough (and cute enough) that restarting was painful but not a complete dealbreaker. As adorable as I found the cats, what really stuck with me was how effectively they captured the vibe of Tokyo as I remember it. Apparently, little kids and cats have a lot in common! I still have three achievements to unlock, so I will probably pop into this game again briefly in 2025.
    16. The Cosmic Wheel Sisterhood: This was a Halloween-season play for obvious reasons, but The Cosmic Wheel Sisterhood is a really unique game in a way I find difficult to describe. Saying that it’s very story rich, character rich, and deep with worldbuilding doesn’t get it, you know? I could talk about other games that tick those boxes, but I can’t think of anything with a similar mood. (The closest comparison that comes to mind is Steven Universe, but even that is designed for a completely different age group.) One of the big mechanics is designing your own tarot cards, and you get into a groove once you figure out how that works, but it’s nothing like any tarot cards I own (and I have a collection of a dozen or so). I don’t often see singular games, but The Cosmic Wheel Sisterhood might be one of them.
    17. Paint it Back: I took this old nonagram game I’ve had around for a while and got 100% of the achievements in 2024. I love achievement hunting so much; not only is it a game within a game, getting trophies/badges/achievements helps provide structure and conclusion in spaces where those things might not otherwise exist. For Paint it Back, it would make more sense to probably have an achievement for 100% puzzle completion, but I’m glad there wasn’t one. I didn’t want to finish the 2016 election nonagrams.
    18. Sudoku Universe: Another old puzzle game, but sudoku! I’m two achievements away from 100%. If Sudoku Universe had a slightly better interface, I’d probably have them already; sudoku is something I’ve been doing regularly since college, and I’m pretty good at it. Still, unless I forget, I should leave 2025 finished on this one.
    19. Webfishing: This game is exactly what it sounds like: you fish online! Fishing minigames are my mortal foe in farming/life sims like Stardew Valley, but Webfishing is really online companionship paired with something to do with your hands when you’re waiting for a reply. I’ve only played in groups with my family, but it’s a nice way to inhabit digital space together.
    20. Spirit City: Lofi Sessions: If you like the lofi girl on YouTube but wish there was more customization, Spirit City might be what you’re looking for. Unlocking the little creatures is delightful, as is making your own character, and I found the built-in productivity options really useful. Maybe it’s more of a glorified screensaver than a game, but like Wallpaper Engine, I got it through Steam, so what does it matter?

     

    Steam stats (from Jan 1 through Dec 14)

    • 47 games (+7 from 2023, Steam median was 4)
    • 323 achievements unlocked (-446 from 2023, Steam median was 13)
    • 192-day streak (+133 from 2023, Steam median was 6)
    • 33% of games played were 2024 releases, 54% were released in the last 1-7 years, 37% were released 8+ years ago
    • My busiest months were May (14% of gameplay), March and July (12% each), and August (11%)

     

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    Stay tuned for more in the near future, including two movie posts, a look back at books, and more!

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    Rory’s 2024: TV

    2024 recap posts

    Another year in the books! I moved these posts over to Egregious last year so they would be more broadly accessible, and I liked it, so here we are again.

    I don’t have much to say about this series of posts yet—I’ve only written the TV recap as of its posting—but feel free to check my main Oscars post from last year to see all the links to 2023’s recaps (with a bonus Oscars-recap post if you feel like wondering how it went down). I went with TV first because I had to pull the TV shows I watched from memory, versus most other kinds of media, where I had some kind of externally-constructed recap to help me out. (Plus, in 2023, I was diligent about logging and rating every episode of TV I watched in Notion. I was less diligent in 2024. Oops.)

    TV in 2024

    I can’t talk about last year in US movies/TV without mentioning the SAG-AFTRA and WGA strikes from 2023. The echoes can still be felt in so many ways. Practically, movies have a bit more cushion where that’s concerned; bigger blockbusters can be pushed back, and there will always be indies to fill the gaps. (Plug “2024 movies postponed” in a search bar and see how many articles you find.) TV shows following the old network format, with seasons and airings every year, have less flexibility. TV following the streamer format in a good year can disappear into the ether, and while I was hoping more would be able to stand out in a quieter year, that doesn’t seem to have happened.

    On a more conceptual level, the strikes happened in large part because the big money in Hollywood is bad at their jobs, and that problem hasn’t gone away. It existed before streamers—I could always name more unsatisfying, canceled TV shows than successes—but the disposal model from tech companies has made it so much worse. US TV is low on my list of media priorities these days because of it. A bad Netflix movie eats two hours of my life. A bad Netflix show, or a good one that gets destroyed or canceled because of bad decisions, can be twenty hours or more.

    Despite everything, I have a list of fifteen shows I watched this year. (The actual number was a little higher, but there were a couple shows I basically don’t remember at all.) A lot of the TV shows are old. It’s for the same reason people marathoned the USA show Suits a couple years ago; why bother with anything new when likable, consistent TV already exists? But I did try to keep up with some shows, and there were a couple of new surprises as well.

    Old favorites

    Friends (full), The Office US (a couple episodes), and various background sitcoms

    I do my best with TV when I watch with other people, whether in-person or online. Sara is the person I watch TV with the most these days, and she’s always watching sitcoms. A lot of TV I was around this year wasn’t even anything I was actively watching; I was in Sara’s office while it played, or in a nearby room while others watched. Shows of this nature include Community, Brooklyn 99, The Good Place, and probably more that I’m forgetting.

    Friends was the one I watched actively the most. (Sara wrote a horror novel based largely off of it. It’s sick and twisted and I love it!) I don’t like a lot of the writing on Friends, but it stays consistent basically until the last season (at which point it falls off a cliff), and the ensemble is so good, they elevate what’s there. Plus, Chandler and Monica are one of my favorite fictional romantic couples of all time, basically? I get pumped to rewatch the show so I can watch them fall in love all over again.

    (Everyone who thinks Friends is too white is absolutely right, though. No excuse for that.)

    2024 was also the first year I watched any part of the US version of The Office. The type of comedy is too cringe for my tastes, but Sara showed me a couple full episodes at the end of the year, and I enjoyed them a lot. I’ll never seek it out on my own, but I won’t leave the room if it’s on, either.

    Mad Men (full)

    I actually watched the bulk of Mad Men as it aired, but not for Don Draper; Mad Men was always about Peggy and Joan and Betty and Sally and most of the actresses who ended up onscreen. (I talked about how much I liked Dawn once on Twitter, and Teyonah Parris liked my tweet!) It had been a couple years since I rewatched, and I had access to AMC for Interview with the Vampire, so I gave it another pass. I wasn’t sure I would enjoy it because of what I learned about the behind-the-scenes environment, but again, the female characters were really compelling. It’s also always really interesting to see something years down the road; I was closer to Peggy’s age then, and I’m closer to Joan’s age now.

    A partial rewatch of the early Simpsons

    At several points in the year, I needed a show I could watch without worrying too much if kiddos walked in. The Simpsons was one of those choices. Not only did I rewatch a few Treehouse of Horrors around Halloween, I bounced around this list of best-ranked episodes. It seems silly to ask, “Hey, did you know The Simpsons was really good once?” when I was a child of the 90s raised on The Simpsons. Still, I always seemed to catch the same handful of episodes in reruns during that period, and I got to see some new-to-me ones this year that really knocked my socks off. For example: “Bart on the Road”, when Bart takes off on a road trip with Milhouse, Martin, and Nelson, featuring a cute sideplot with Homer and Lisa.

    I’ll definitely continue with the list in 2025. Older TV like this is really good for random, short watches, and maybe I’ll see more episodes I haven’t before.

    Gilmore Girls s1-6

    I have a real love-annoyed relationship with Gilmore Girls. I initially watched the show in reruns with my mom and older sister, and chatting with family and having opinions over characters is exactly the way to watch this show. The early seasons are so solid, too; one through three has good teen moments and passable adult relationships (I think the Lorelai/Max thing dragged on way too long), Stars Hollow is a large presence in a way that feels natural, and the mood is just right. I like seasons four and five less, but having Paris go to Yale and the initial Luke/Lorelai relationship mostly keeps things going.

    I honestly meant to quit this watch after season three, but I wasn’t ready to let go. I honestly didn’t mean to watch the show at all in 2024! I just read Kelly Bishop’s memoir—and I highly rec the audiobook, which she read herself—and I got a real urge to watch Emily Gilmore being her messy, complicated self. The way Kelly Bishop and Lauren Graham play off each other in particular! Can I retroactively throw Emmys at people?

    The show after season five declines pretty hard for me. I really don’t like the Rory-steals-a-yacht storyline, but getting a resolution to it usually keeps me watching past the point where I’m having fun. (And I admit, the part where Emily and Richard find out that Rory has had serious boyfriends and not remained a virgin is so funny to me.) The switch to season seven, though? It was easy to bail out, despite finding the Rory/Logan relationship pretty worthwhile in that stretch.

    I briefly considered writing an essay about the class fantasy behind Gilmore Girls, but I just watched a Princess Weekes video that covered a lot of what I thought. And her opinions about Rory’s romances (Dean getting thrown under the bus for being more blue collar, Logan being the guy who meets her where she is) are very correct, although I disagree about Max. Really, looking back, I wish Lorelai had met anyone better.

    New to me

    Doc Martin (full)

    I had never seen this British classic, featuring a doctor with a blood phobia living in a remote, coastal town, but the group I watched it with ate it up. For good reason! Doc Martin is a show that is largely kind to its characters, has some delightfully silly moments, and has a long-running romantic relationship at its heart. Despite my complaints about TV in 2024, watching Doc Martin and yelling about the episode’s mystery or the latest relationships was easily one of the high points of the year, with any media. I could watch it all again and be just as delighted a second time.

    The Boys and Gen V (both in their entirety)

    I have a lot of familiarity with a different Eric Kripke show: Supernatural. (The show way outlasted his tenure as head writer, but he certainly left a legacy behind.) That familiarity plus knowing the crass levels of The Boys left me a little cold on the concept of watching this show in its entirety. But Sara really likes it, so we did a full watch of The Boys and Gen V in 2024. And…I liked it too? No one’s more surprised than me. I know a lot of people thought the latest season wasn’t as good, and I get why, but watching it all in one gulp made it a little better.

    I don’t know that anything in the last couple years with a wider reach portrays the relationship between people and large corporations/large systems as well as The Boys has. More importantly, I don’t know that anything with a wider reach is as honest about how violent large systems are against regular people, both within and without. (Excessive levels of gore gets the point across very well.)

    Quick shoutout to Jack Quaid for being a part of two of my favorite TV experiences this year. Nepo babies can have rights!

    We Are Lady Parts s1-2

    I really enjoyed Nida Manzoor’s film Polite Society in 2023, so it seemed like a no-brainer to pick up her TV show in 2024 as one of my kids-can-walk-in activities. Turns out, “Muslim women in a punk band” is even more to my tastes than “Muslim women in an action movie”! I played the show’s songs a lot throughout the latter half of 2024; I think Bashir With a Good Beard was in my top-played songs of the year? (Check in again whenever I write the music recap post.) More directly relevant to the show, season two got more visually experimental, and I loved that it did. I hope there’s more episodes of this eventually, but the end of season two wrapped up nicely if there aren’t.

    Returning favorites

    Star Trek: Lower Decks s5

    I hate that Lower Decks ended, but having a firm end on it means I can say that it’s not only one of my favorite Star Treks of all time, it’s one of my favorite shows of all time. Lower Decks managed playful poking at the sillier elements of Trek with sincere love for its roots, and, in the penultimate episode, balls-to-the-wall fanservice that was also a critique of the bigoted side of Rick Berman’s tenure in the franchise. This was a Trek that loved its starships, loved its shenanigans, and loved its characters and viewers most of all.

    I’ll probably still watch Strange New Worlds, and maybe I’ll catch up on Discovery if I get bored, but I’m really mourning the lack of a new Star Trek that understood Star Trek. Paramount didn’t know what they had! (Or maybe they were too broke to keep it. Either way.)

    Interview with the Vampire s2

    This isn’t the hottest take of this post, but it is probably a hot take in the fandom: I liked season one of Interview with the Vampire better? Having said that, though, season two was basically better than almost every other show in 2024, and despite having to take some time to get used to the switch in location, it really achieved greatness once it settled in. I loved the end of the season in particular. Very few shows are good at payoff, but Interview with the Vampire definitely is.

    I love all the cast—special shout out to Delainey Hayles for doing the tough job of taking over an already-established Claudia and making the role her own—but Jacob Anderson did something I thought was impossible; he made me love the character of Louis, despite all his foibles! (I tried rereading the book in 2024 and had to bail out because I can’t stand book Louis.) As much as I’m a forever-Lestat person, I’m actually a bit wistful that we’ll be switching to a Lestat focus in the near future. Wild.

    Heartstopper s3

    I was curious how the Netflix adaptation of Heartstopper would cover this part of the story before it happened. (I read the comic long before a real-life adaptation was on anyone’s radar.) Practically, I thought they did a decent job! I didn’t like it as much as the last couple seasons, but when everyone’s aging and Netflix is tight-fisted, it’s hard to keep things consistent. The balance in the ensemble’s stories felt a bit off, but not in a way that turned me off from the show as a whole. This is also just a tough segment of the story to cover, with one of the lead characters going through a serious mental-health crisis.

    Still, if we don’t get any more of this show (I never trust Netflix), I think it ended in a good place, with the core group starting to age into adulthood and heading off into uni, and the relationships evolving to match the maturing characters. I’ll be interested to see how the comic ends, too!

    Pleasant surprises and disappointments

    Disappointment: What We Do in the Shadows s6

    I thought the quality of What We Do In The Shadows had fallen off decently in season five, but there were still arcs and important character moments happening. (Guillermo’s arc ended in a particularly satisfying way.) Season six basically gave up on telling a story entirely, which would be fine if the comedy was funny. And it largely wasn’t. I was left wishing they had used a season five episode to wrap everything up, and the finale was so full of nothing that I felt mostly dead inside watching it (which, surprisingly enough, is not how you want a comedy to end). Oh well, it’s over now.

    Pleasant surprise: X-Men ’97 s1

    I loved the original X-Men animated series from the ’90s when I was a kid. It really formed my tastes in so many ways; subtextual leftist queer melodrama, but everyone flies around and uses powers to fight? Yes please! I didn’t have any hopes for the reboot show, so I was shocked when Sara was like, “No, you really need to watch this.” And I did. And she was right. It took everything from the ’90s show, made it less subtextual, and grew it for an aged audience. What a delight!

    Special shout-out to episode 1×05 for being one of the most devastating (in an earned way) fortyish minutes of television I’ve ever watched. Just thinking about it gives my skin goosebumps and brings tears to my eyes, and it’s just an echo of what I felt actively watching it.

    Disappointment: Bridgerton s3

    Honestly, I’ve never been a huge fan of the Bridgerton show. The reason I picked up season three was because I usually find it a baseline level of watchable, and I really liked the chemistry of the season 2 main couple. I waited until all of the episodes dropped (I’m not playing this half-season game, Netflix) and went through them quickly. And I did manage to watch the entire season—not a bar every show cleared this year—but I found it pretty boring. The books are solid regency romances, but the show is trying to be both sexy and melodramatic and don’t really pull either of them off. It’s a shame because I really do like Nicola Coughlan, but the Lady Whistledown stuff in particular was a complete bust for me. Still, the queer threesome made me laugh with its weird timing, so it wasn’t a complete waste.

    Disappointment: Umbrella Academy s4

    Another show that I feel like I never fully clicked with—and, sorry to Gerard Way, but I’ve never fully clicked with the comic either—but wow, I kind of want to apologize to earlier Umbrella Academy because at least it wasn’t this.

    I could complain about the structure and decisions made in the season as a whole, but the finale had one of the most abhorrent end messages of any show I’ve ever seen. When the premise of your show is “traumatized siblings in a dysfunctional family try to make their way”, going out of your way to say that it’s better that they didn’t exist in a way that didn’t even make sense in the universe? Terrible. I’ll be avoiding anything this showrunner makes in the foreseeable future.

    Surprise and disappointment: Part of The Acolyte s1 and part of Andor s1

    Let’s close out with my hottest take, possibly ever: I liked what I saw of The Acolyte a lot, and I found Andor boring and overrated.

    Both of these surprised me, but it meshes with my personal tastes. The Acolyte was a critique of the Jedi; the only part of Star Wars that I am bulletproof interested in is the Jedi Order, their mishaps, and how Force users can exist in that system and outside of it. The Acolyte had a lot of actors I like, and good fight scenes (with women; I am so cheap for female-led action). I only watched the last few episodes, so if there was anything dragging at the beginning, I didn’t have to worry about it! Manny Jacinto was hot, there was a bunch of Force witches…what more could I ask for? (The only thing I didn’t really enjoy was the shoehorned “look at this legacy character” in the end, and that was a blip.)

    It’s so funny to say that my favorite modern Star Wars entries are The Last Jedi, Obi-Wan Kenobi, and The Acolyte. Oh, and the Jedi video games (Jedi: Fallen Order and Jedi: Survivor). See what I mean about liking Jedi?

    Andor, on the other hand, was a no-powers prequel to Rogue One. It’s not an automatic bounce off my tastes; I liked Rogue One quite a bit. But while Andor looked good, the story was boring at best, and annoying at worst. Some of the ideas Andor had were interesting, but I didn’t like the execution, and I finally bailed out at episode six. I’m absolutely not watching the next season.

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    Rory’s links #4: Institutional rot

    One of my biggest lifelong Roman Empires is the British Royal Family. I’m hardly unique amongst elder millennials whose moms loved Princess Diana and hated Camilla; Diana’s death was a big moment in my tween years. I paid attention to the major happenings for a while—I mean, I watched Will and Kate’s wedding live—but it wasn’t until The Crown aired and Harry and Meghan’s mistreatment went super public that I realized the depths of the institution’s rot. I made a concerted effort to follow the royals the year leading up to Queen Elizabeth’s death because I could tell that was impending, and I’ve been watching stories somewhat closely ever since.

    That means I was ready for this year, and all the speculation around Kate (and Charles-William to a lesser degree).

    To start this linkspam, I really recommend this Nieman Lab piece from a former Buzzfeed News royal reporter. To understand the BRF, you have to understand how symbiotically parasitic the BRF-royal rota relationship is, and this article breaks it down beautifully in context with recent gossip on and briefings about Kate Middleton. There’s also a timeline of events from the end of December through March 6th, if you’re wondering about the specific current events.

    You also have to understand that, while the BRF will make moves similar to influencers, they’re a major branch in the UK’s political system. It’s why four major news agency pulled a Kate-and-kids family photo posted for UK Mother’s Day after it was determined the photo editing didn’t meet journalistic standards. Will and Kate have long edited their family pictures—this Tiktok has a really good examination of past Photoshop fails all the way back to when Charlotte was a baby. The approach is one thing if you’re an actor or you’re selling something. When your next head of state is pulling this as apparent proof-of-life for his missing wife (and throwing her under the bus after), that’s something else.

    None of this answers what’s actually going on with Kate. The likely answer is probably some variation of the stated one, that she had a major health incident and hasn’t been up to public work. There are other theories both related to this and unrelated that have varying levels of credence, and maybe we’ll find out some of them are true. I personally find it less interesting than why this is so big now: basic lack of institutional competence has eroded public trust (for good reason!), and Charles wanting to hoard more money by slimming down working royals is blowing up in his face big time. The only people out there doing engagements—which are showy busy work at best most of the time, but vital to the monarchy’s survival—aren’t getting press or cameras. Kensington Palace, which should be taking up the bulk of the work in the face of Charles’s cancer treatments, has terrible comms strategies, making blunders minor celebrities with common sense would never go near. It’s a complete trainwreck.

    Maybe this specific event will fizzle out in another couple months, and will mostly be forgotten by the end of the year. But I have seen nothing that convinces me that Buckingham or Kensington Palace have the endurance to keep up what they’re doing in the long term, or that they will learn from this. They haven’t yet.


    A few links I enjoyed from the last monthish of the newsletter She’s a Beast (I think, a couple might have come from other newsletters):

    A journalist tried resume spamming bots, with some level of success. Just another one of those feeling-glum-about-capitalism days.

    Sports bras can restrict your breathing. I use sports bras as soft binding for gender reasons sometimes, so I wasn’t super surprised by this. The study in question seems to suggest that problems arise mostly during hard exercise and because bras get picked while people are at rest and not during most intense physical activity. Not sure how the average person should solve this one.

    On boring problems: an essay considering the way problems change depending on age. Approaching 40 means thinking about this kind of thing a lot, so while it’s a bit of a bummer, I found value in having some level of my experience mirrored back at me.

    I’ve been thinking a lot about how modern life requires reverse-engineering experiences more natural to the function of the human body and brain. A couple interesting links for this: How to rewild yourself, with an aim at reconnecting with nature, and Here’s how to rediscover your childlike wonder, which privileges awe and play as worthwhile experiences.

    Also related to the above, the title of this article (The art of doing nothing: have the Dutch found the answer to burnout culture?) is misleading; I think it’s a better look at Dutch culture and its relationship to burnout than a broader remedy for the problem. That doesn’t bother me, though. I like seeing different cultures’ approaches to work.

    The Case for a Paper Fitness Journal is a specific essay weighing demands of digital versus physical paperwork for fitness, but it’s broader more applicably. There are great uses for apps and programs to track a variety of things and topics. I’ve been using Obsidian lately for information management and broader project conceptualization. But for a lot of day-to-day work, little is more clear and specific than writing in a notebook. If it gets overwhelming, I only need to turn to the next blank page.


    YouTubers broadly have their busiest season in November-December, and they will often take January or even February as time to rest and rebuild. The last month marked the return of a lot of temporarily dormant essayists to my subscriptions page. Here’s a quick glimpse at some recent videos essays (which you can read via the transcript on the page if you’re not adverse to flawed subtitles that are often auto-generated):

    The Queer History of The Lord of the Rings by verilybitchie. I was really into the origins of Eowyn’s story.

    The Rise and Fall of Muppet Cinema by Patrick (H) Willams. “Muppet Cinema” is mostly shorthand to refer to the period in film, especially the 80s, where puppets were a key element. I like the way the essay denotes CG as cartoons and puppets as theatrical without being dismissive about it. Different tools for different uses!

    The American Idol Theme Park Experience by Defunctland. My big theme-park experiences in the last decade were all West-Coast Disneyland, which didn’t have this attraction, but I could absolutely imagine having an annual pass and deciding a day on a trip would be spent on this. Also a valuable look at American Idol as an IP. (So that’s what JLo’s been up to when she hasn’t been making movies.)

    Saltburn: The Tumblr-ification of Cinema by Broey Deschanel. Excellent deconstruction of both Saltburn and the 1999 adaptation of The Talented Mr. Ripley, from which Saltburn takes a lot of its ideas without realizing why they were there.

    Twilight by Contrapoints. The chapter titles say it all here; the essay uses Twilight to explore philosophical perspectives on fiction, desire (both related and unrelated to fiction), fantasy, power, death, and identity. I’m not sure I agree with every point here—and there’s a more glossing over of the racism baked into Twilight than I would have liked—but overall, a meaty three-hour essay that was exactly geared toward my tastes.

    Hannah Montana’s Guide to Life Under Capitalism by Alexander Avila. Glad I watched this one before all the gossip about Miley’s family started making the rounds. I’ve been a big fan of deep dives on children’s sitcoms lately (see also: Quinton Reviews covering iCarly, Victorious, and Sam and Cat), and you can’t talk about Hannah Montana without talking about class. Also made me both laugh and unsettled by using AI politician voices to read quotes.

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    Rory’s 2023: Oscar results

    Airing the Academy Awards at a different time slot on the night in the US when we sprang forward in the time change sure was a choice! It worked out for me because I missed the ceremony entirely, and I would have been frustrated if I had been watching livetweets/reactions as it happened. But it also meant I didn’t have a decent outlet for my opinions on winners, and everywhere was quiet by the time I was really ready to talk. Time for a bonus post!

    Here’s the results in full. I’m going in order based on the official site’s order. Some of the awards are split into two prongs of commentary: campaign notes and personal notes.

    Actor in a leading role

    Campaign: Cillian Murphy’s win for Oppenheimer is not remotely surprising. He was the frontrunner the entire season, and Paul Giamatti ever getting any attention was more because he was spotted with his Golden Globe at In-N-Out than actual momentum. (The Globes are uneven as a precursor award: they awards dramas and comedies separately, and their voting pool doesn’t feed into the Oscars.) Oppenheimer getting the most nominations and wins also supported Cillian Murphy’s campaign otherwise.

    Personal reaction: I’ve liked Cillian Murphy in a lot, but this was neither his most interesting role nor my favorite performance in the category. I’m glad Bradley Cooper had no real chance, though.

    Actor in a supporting role

    Campaign: See above, sans the Paul Giamatti meme.

    Personal reaction: I don’t think the nominees in this category were very strong this year. That Robert Downey Jr. was one of my favorites of the bunch is not really a compliment, but as I said in my Letterboxd review of Oppenheimer, supporting actors tend to shine in Nolan films. As far as career awards go, I don’t have the energy or inclination to get mad about this one; I just think the nominees should have been better.

    Actress in a leading role

    Campaign: This was the only acting category with any uncertainty. Both Emma Stone and Lily Gladstone took major precursor awards, and if Lily Gladstone had been white, that she took the SAG award should have been a solid lead. But Lily Gladstone didn’t even get a BAFTA nomination, and that tipped me off to her probable loss (as well as Letterboxd’s fondness for Poor Things; there’s a lot of industry professionals on there). I’m not sure what the overlap in the voter base is between the two awards, but the BAFTAs and the Oscars have one major thing in common beyond who votes in both: a bigoted voter base.

    I’m sure a lot of people will point to Lily Gladstone not campaigning for Supporting Actress for her loss. It’s a convenient excuse, but BIPOC actors, especially with marginalized genders (Lily Gladstone uses she/they pronouns), never have stationary, fair goalposts. I suspect another excuse would have popped up if this one hadn’t.

    Personal reaction: This win was the biggest reason why I didn’t want to watch live updates this year. It’s a terrible, boring choice on the part of the Academy. Poor Things was a visually-beautiful film propping up gross amount of misogyny and ableism. Emma Stone’s performance was obvious in a way the Oscars like. Why award good when you can award big and loud, especially when it props up your own bigotry?

    Actress in a supporting role

    Campaign: This basically had Da’Vine Joy Randolph’s name engraved on the Oscar in advance. Well-run campaign for a deserving performance.

    Personal reaction: I think this was the best round of nominees out of any acting category this year. Saying America Ferrera was probably the most-underwhelming of the bunch is wild when she’s such a soild performer. (I hated her Barbie monologue, but she did what she could with it.) Danielle Brooks was the most obvious nominee out of a massively-solid Color Purple cast, Emily Blunt was one of the better women-in-a-Nolan-film actresses, and Jodie Foster surprised me in a generally-underwhelming Nyad. But Da’Vine Joy Randolph was definitely my favorite.

    Animated feature film

    The Boy and the Heron was a good winner here, even if I think it should have bumped something like Maestro for a Best Picture nod. (I hate how animated films get siloed.) I thought Spider-Man had a solid chance, but I wasn’t a huge fan. Disney-Pixar really dropped the ball this year; I liked Elemental, but very few people did, and it was certainly the most flawed of their nominees in a while. I’m not surprised that my pick of Nimona didn’t win; I’m just glad it seemed to do well this award season. Robot Dreams had a really late, limited release, so it never really had a chance.

    Cinematography

    Another Oppenheimer win. Not a surprise or an insult. I didn’t feel too strongly about most of the nominees this year, but I didn’t even begrudge Maestro’s presence here. Could have been better, could have been worse.

    Costume design

    Not surprised Poor Things won, and it’s one of the least-offensive spaces for it to win, but my pick would have absolutely been Barbie. People really underestimate movies using preexisting fashion for this award.

    Directing

    Campaign: Christopher Nolan won the DGA, and Oppenheimer was always the favorite for Best Picture, and that meant he was a pretty solid lock for this. I’m annoyed and completely unsurprised he won the year he did a biopic instead of genre.

    Personal reaction: I like a lot of Christopher Nolan films! I don’t like Oppenheimer, but it’s better than Maestro and Poor Things. I think my pick out of the nominees would have been Jonathan Glazer for The Zone of Interest, but there was no way a movie that challenging would pick up a major award like this.

    Documentary feature

    I didn’t get to any this year, so no opinions on my favorites. 20 Days in Mariupol is on YouTube for free in its entirety, so I’m curious if that helped its chances. I would love to know if freer access to nominees aids in campaigning, especially for ~smaller awards. (I don’t believe in smaller awards, personally, but the Oscars treats picture, director, actors, and screenplay as their big ones.)

    Documentary short

    The one nominee I didn’t watch in this category won. Figures!

    Film editing

    Another Oppenheimer win, not undeserved; the pacing in that movie and juggling of multiple storylines while staying coherent is not easy. My pick would have been Killers of the Flower Moon—for better or worse, the editing made a long movie bearable—but I’m not mad.

    International feature film

    This is always such a weird category. I don’t object to having more inclusion for non-Hollywood films, but the Academy uses this to silo foreign-language film while often awarding the more palatable countries. I only saw Zone of Interest in this category, but it was good quality, at least.

    Makeup and hairstyling

    That Poor Things’s win here is one of the most palatable options to me shows how bad the nominees were this year. (Thankfully, Golda and Maestro didn’t win.) But I bet they mostly won for Willem Dafoe’s visible scars, and I don’t feel uncomplicated about that. It’s deeply silly to me that Barbie didn’t get nominated here.

    Music (original score)

    I didn’t feel too strongly about any nominees this year in terms of quality; I barely noticed scores in most movies I watched, except Killers of the Flower Moon, which I found a bit obtrusive. Oppenheimer’s an okay choice; Ludwig Göransson did the music on Community and produced some Childish Gambino as a result, so I’m kind of tickled by his win here.

    Music (original song)

    What Was I Made For? was my choice and winner! Wild how young Billie Eilish is with two Oscar wins.

    I watched the I’m Just Ken performance and it was a lot of fun! I wish Jack Black’s Peaches had been nominated so that could have had a performance, too. Shame that Tenacious D’s cover of Baby One More Time can’t be eligible for next year’s awards.

    Best Picture

    Anyone paying five seconds of attention to the campaign would have known Oppenheimer was going to win here. I didn’t agree with the choice, but it could have been worse. (If you didn’t see my last Oscars post, I ranked Best Picture nominees there.)

    Production design

    Again, a Poor Things win I’m not offended by. I think Barbie and Killers of the Flower Moon were also very worthy contenders.

    Animated short film

    Didn’t manage to catch any of the nominees this year. Shame.

    Live action short film

    I only saw Henry Sugar and The After, but The After wasn’t very good, and I think Wes Anderson should have been in longer-form categories for Asteroid City instead, if he got nominated at all. Still, I can’t believe this is his first Oscar win! Maybe Bradley Cooper should go short form if he’s that thirsty for gold.

    Sound

    Basically everyone who saw The Zone of Interest mentioned its sound, and it makes sense; sound was obviously crucial to its storytelling in a way that is uncommon for the average movie. It definitely would have been my pick for the category.

    Looking at the nominees, it’s interesting that multiple people are nominated for multiple movies: Tom Ozanich and Dean Zupancic both got nominated for The Creator and Maestro, and Richard King got nominated for Maestro and Oppenheimer. Hollywood really is a small world.

    Visual effects

    Decent win for Godzilla Minus One. I haven’t seen it, but it was a small team working on a small budget for a non-Hollywood film, and I’ve heard the VFX was very effective.

    This is a category that has a lot of mistreatment built in; a lot of the biggest-budget films will be effects heavy, not hire directors who have effects experience or value things like storyboarding, and exploit their employees to a ridiculous degree. Disney-Marvel’s the worst origin of the problem, so it’s impossible to see a nod for Guardians of the Galaxy 3 and not think of it.

    Godzilla Minus One is not immune to these accusations either. This Vulture article has the director speaking directly about mistreatment in Japan and how their in-house studio handled things. (Apologies for the paywall.) With the budget and the probable timeline, it seems likely the workers weren’t paid enough, and the director being one of the winners for the VFX award after prior VFX industry experience meant he probably knew what he could get away with. I don’t want to ignore the probable problems here! That this is a good win in a Hollywood context shows how hard VFX artists have it (and also, how tough capitalism is on its workers both in the US and in Japan), not a sign of positive growth.

    I just think people should aim for better. No, Hollywood shouldn’t have budgets in the hundreds of millions and pay a bunch of VFX teams peanuts with dangerous amounts of crunch built in. But a small team doing a lot of a film’s heavy lifting should get a decent chunk of upfront budget and good backend, too. Pay labor what they’re worth, and don’t kill them in the process!

    Writing (adapted screenplay)

    American Fiction was my choice for this category, so I was happy to see its win! A lot of films have one element that stands above the rest, and for me, American Fiction’s was in its writing. Which is appropriate for a movie about writing. It’s definitely a writers-love-stories-about-writing win.

    Writing (original screenplay)

    Anatomy of a Fall wasn’t my choice, but I’m not surprised it won. Screenplay often goes to writer-directors who get nominated for things like Best Picture/Director but have no real chance at those awards in a particular year. Amount of nominations and how many are in the ~big categories matters for overall wins. Anatomy of a Fall had Best Picture, Best Director, and Best Actress besides. Screenplay is kind of an honorable mention win, in that context? This also applies to American Fiction a bit: it got Best Picture and Lead/Supporting Actor nods.

    That’s not to say neither screenplay was deserving! Even if I wasn’t into Anatomy of a Fall, I thought it was trying interesting things. And a lot of nominations is no guarantee; Maestro was just bad, and its lack of wins despite nominations suggests that I’m not the only one who thought so. But the Academy loves politics and bigotry more than quality sometimes. Like, I thought Past Lives was a better screenplay than Anatomy of a Fall, but it didn’t get a director nod or any acting nods, and that happening when it was made by a Korean-Canadian director with a Korean-Canadian female character at its center is not a coincidence. Anatomy of a Fall had a female cowriter (who was also nominated for Director), so it’s an easy Diversity Win! for the Academy to point toward.

    Otherwise, it’s worth mentioning that this was an oddly-controversial category this year. I’d like to think May December’s diminished chances for this award and more awards broadly was because of the ethical qualms I mentioned in my broad 2023 movies post, but I don’t give Hollywood that much credit. May December was deliberately mocking the industry in a less-friendly way than American Fiction, and I think that’s what killed it.

    And I saw the Variety article about The Holdovers’s alleged plagiarism right after I put up my Oscars post, of course. (Hat tip to Sara for the link.) I haven’t done a comparison of the two sources myself, but if you’re interested, there’s a comparison document at the bottom. The behind-the-scenes on this was happening right around voting time, and the article’s drop was a big “this is why it isn’t winning” banner.

    A couple last thoughts

    I saw a lot of people say this was a good awards season, and I disagree. The Oscars deferred to a lot of its worst instincts on the majority of its predictable wins (of which there were far too many, if you like a good upset) and its surprises. I didn’t enjoy watching most of the nominees. The word “value” made it into a lot of my reviews, for better or worse.

    Obviously, it’s still early in the year, but I don’t have a lot of hope next year’s Oscars will be any better. COVID and bad practices around short-term illness/long-term disability are still affecting production (even if no one wants to think so), the SAG-AFTRA/WGA strikes have changed this year’s release schedule as much as last year’s, and studio heads would rather strike finished films out of existence rather than share them, to name just a few of the industry’s structural problems. Maybe there will be some actual thought about what’s going on; I do think there were some hints in this year’s nominees that Hollywood knows things are broken. But even if major course corrections happened quickly, it won’t be fast enough to save next year’s award season.

    But I don’t want to be right about this. I love the craft and creative expression of filmmakers, and there are always worthy contenders that get overlooked every year. There’s plenty of room for my doomer instincts to be wrong. I sincerely hope they are.

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    Rory’s 2023: Oscars

    As I said in my main 2023 movies post, I had grander plans for my giant Oscar-nominee essay. (It stayed giant throughout.) But I found myself really slogging through the whole process. I cut a lot of my greater thoughts on Hollywood and the world in the interests of getting through.

    While I’m not the person for a full deep dive, a recent Accented Cinema video included a good summary of everything I’m feeling right now:

    People aren’t just angry at the films, or Hollywood…people are frustrated by corporate arrogance, with the industry’s inability to progress. Just as Japan once did, people in the US are facing economic hardships, feeling helpless amidst political incompetence culminating in events that shook the country. The malaise of society continues, but Hollywood is still making movies like it was 2008.

    (The movies) are like an annoying puddle on the floor. It’s not the puddle that’s the problem. It’s the roof that’s leaking.

    Let’s get into it.

    How do the Oscars work?

    The voter base for these awards is not diverse. I’m not even talking about marginalized identities, although that also follows; the Academy is made up of a slice of working industry professionals, with most only being able to vote in the category for which they work (so, actors in acting, directors in direction, and so on) as well as Best Picture. Hardly an objective measure of quality by any means, never mind the pitfalls of trying to be objective about a subjective medium.

    I follow award season like other people would follow a sports postseason; the movie itself matters less than the producers or studios running award campaigns. Thomas Flight has a good video that covers some of why campaigns and awards end up the way they do in Hollywood. As Bong Joon Ho famously said, the Oscars aren’t “an international film festival. They’re very local.”

    That’s not to undervalue the ways Hollywood deliberately uses film as soft power and propaganda overseas, of course. I just find it useful to keep in mind that a lot of people make money off the idea that Hollywood’s more universal than every other film industry around the world, and that the Oscars are the final word on everything. They’re not.

    How much did I watch?

    I almost made it to the halfway mark this year (using this Oscars Gauntlet as a guide). Probably my best yet! I had it in mind to push for 100% completion, but several nominees were impossible to find in time. (For instance, Animated Feature nominee Robot Dreams just got a limited US theatrical release in the last few days that’s nowhere near me.) Once I realized that, I figured prioritizing Best Picture and what I wanted to see made more sense than seeing everything.

    Other nominees I wanted to catch and haven’t include Napoleon, Godzilla Minus One, and The Boy and the Heron. I think I can say confidently that The Boy and the Heron should have gotten broader category recognition even without seeing it, though; it was not only on a lot of critics’ year-end lists, but I saw it in number one on multiple occasions, and I know how good Hayao Miyazaki’s Studio Ghibli films are more broadly.

    Highs

    Good acting: Even when I wasn’t into a movie, I was really blown away by performances this year. The casts of Rustin, The Color Purple, and May December in particular were absolutely top-notch, when we’re looking at films that didn’t get Best Picture nods. Past Lives and The Holdovers had my favorite Best Picture casts, with Da’Vine Joy Randolph and Lily Gladstone (from Killers of the Flower Moon) being well-deserving of their frontrunner statuses in their respective categories.

    Production design, costumes, and overall art direction: For all my complaints about both movies, Barbie and Poor Things had some of the most beautiful aesthetics I’ve seen in film in a long time. The Holdovers also did a great job with their vintage set dressing, and Killers of the Flower Moon did incredible storytelling through their costumes and small-town look.

    Cinematography: The Zone of Interest took a really fascinating approach to their shots and technology usage, in a way that served their story well. I also think all the nominees for this category aren’t completely misplaced, which is always nice. I don’t even hate Maestro’s nomination here, although the overall construction of the film was sloppy in a way that wasted their lovely shots.

    Music: What Was I Made For? was one of my top songs of 2023 that’s bleeding into 2024, and despite my general apathy toward I’m Just Ken, the “can you feel the kenergy?” part is a bop that I wish was separate from the rest of the song. The cover of P.I.M.P. in Anatomy of a Fall was my favorite part of that movie; it’s on my top tracks of 2024 list already. It was also nice to have one last ride with John Williams for an Indiana Jones movie, and as much crap as I give Maestro, one of the best parts of that movie was its music (probably because it was Leonard Bernstein pieces).

    Writing: While I was more unimpressed with screenplay nominees than usual, Original Screenplay was generally most solid: Past Lives, The Holdovers, and May December were all very worthy nominees. American Fiction is my favorite on the Adapted side.

    Shorts: I watched more shorts than usual this year! I honestly would have gone for completion if a lot of shorts hadn’t been yanked from easy accessibility post-nomination; I’m going to prioritize catching the shortlisted nominees next year for that reason (and to catch the ones that don’t make the cut). While I definitely watched a couple baffling selections, it’s a lot easier to be forgiving of flaws when you only spend twenty or thirty minutes watching. My two favorites were Island in Between and Nǎi Nai & Wài Pó in Documentary Short; I watched more Documentary Shorts than anything.

    Lows

    The focus on mass murderers: I calculated time spent watching Oppenheimer, Killers of the Flower Moon, and The Zone of Interest, and it came out to over eight hours of watch time. I can make arguments for and against each movie’s approach and usage of their lens, and I wouldn’t even say I got nothing out of them, but it was also miserable and had major negative impacts on my mental health. I don’t think what I got out of the experience was worth it, to the point where I’m probably going to allow myself more wiggle room should Best Picture have a lot of these kinds of nominees in the future.

    Self-serving biopics: This is pretty much the definition of Oscar bait. It’s bad every year (Bohemian Rhapsody, anyone?), and this year was no different. Even my favorite of the bunch, Rustin, was produced by the Obamas and closed with a mention of the Presidential Medal of Freedom given by President Obama (without mentioning his name or that he was involved with the film, of course). Nyad seemed to have no interest in the fact that Diana Nyad probably lied about a lot of what she did. And Maestro…well, I’ll get to that one.

    Inclusion 101: There’s a big feeling of “we should be better about this by now” this year. I found myself defending Barbie despite my disappointment in it because Poor Things’s view on women made Barbie look downright deep. I spent less time thinking about how Oppenheimer should have cast a Jewish actor to play a Jewish lead, and more about how two other nominated movies gave gentile actors nose prosthetics to play Jewish characters. How can we make real progress if our lauded thought exercises insist on, at best, underdeveloped approaches, and stick to tired bigotry at worst?

    Before I rank

    I’ve second-guessed myself a lot on these rankings. If I had more time, I’d shuffle around the middle movies a lot. (I feel pretty solid on 1-2 and 9-10’s placements.) Where I landed is me trying to balance more objective quality with my more subjective reactions, but the end result left the mass murderers movies and some of the movies about women grouped in a way I’m not satisfied with. Do I think Anatomy of a Fall is worse than Oppenheimer? No. Do I think they’re comparable movies? Not really.

    Short version: I know this is flawed, and I can’t think of a better way to rank right now that reflects my sincere reactions. At least this is more nuanced than just awarding one the best trophy.

    Best Picture, ranked

    10. Maestro

    Winner for my least-favorite Best Picture nominee and my least-favorite overall film of the year. The shortest review I can give it is crude, but it’s also the best way I can think of to describe it: imagine me making a jerk-off motion with one hand.

    Most movies have a large group on which to lay blame or give praise, so while I often center directors in film discussion, I rarely want to talk only one person when it comes to a movie. Unfortunately for Bradley Cooper, he directed, cowrote, has second billing in the cast, and coproduced, so his outsized influence means I feel pretty comfortable saying that this pretty much soured me on him forever.

    The movie is less a narrative than it is than a cry for awards attention, at the expense of real people’s lives and identities. Bernstein’s attractions to men while being married to woman was treated with a sloppy disdain that has no place in our modern climate, where few people need an excuse to be bigoted toward the LGBTQIA+. Never mind that these were real people living in complicated times. Who cares, as long as Bradley Cooper gets to make the awards circuit?

    9. Poor Things

    As mentioned above, I love the way Poor Things looked. There was a playful retro sci-fi vibe, with art nouveau and a general silent-film air mixed in. Delightful.

    That’s where my enjoyment ends. Like a lot of sci-fi, not only does the main character fit the born sexy yesterday trope, that’s basically all the movie is. I grew up watching Joss Whedon; I’ve seen this kind of misogyny a lot, and it’s boring. Yorgos Lanthimos has done more interesting work than this. I don’t remember loving The Favourite, but I certainly didn’t hate it on this level, and I’m still thinking about The Killing of a Sacred Deer after watching it a couple weeks ago, even if I’m not sure I liked it. (I never got through The Lobster, but I’m thinking of trying again.)

    That Emma Stone is a possible upset for Best Actress deeply frustrates me because I think The Favourite and Easy A are her only solid performances. (Don’t get me started on La La Land.) I wouldn’t call her performance bad, exactly. But I think her taste in roles is poor, and Poor Things is a great example.

    8. Barbie

    At its core, Barbie is a popular toy commercial. I say this as someone who has enjoyed the craft of commercials a lot; I’m far from the only US person to have grown up watching the Super Bowl to see what kind of money corporations will throw at ad exes. I also say this because Barbie opened my eyes to the girlboss aspirations of Greta Gerwig. See this quote from the New Yorker:

    Gerwig, meanwhile, was looking to move beyond the small-scale dramas she was known for. “Greta and I have been very consciously constructing a career,” Barber explained. “Her ambition is to be not the biggest woman director but a big studio director. And Barbie was a piece of I.P. that was resonant to her.”

    After I saw Barbie, I immediately realized that there was an undercurrent of job and financial success as both power and life satisfaction brought forward in Greta Gerwig’s Little Women. I rewatched Lady Bird over the last couple months and of course it was there too: a lower-middle-class teen social climbing and receiving the ire of her struggling mother.

    That’s not to say that Gerwig doesn’t have the skill and craft to do interesting things in this territory, or that she hasn’t. But Barbie is a very cynical escalation of this theme, and while I find it very watchable—I saw it once in the theater and twice at home, making it the Best Picture nominee I’ve watched most—I always end up feeling low when I finish.

    The crassness of the IP is not a dealbreaker for me. I love Life in the Dreamhouse, and I just watched Barbie’s take on Princess and the Pauper for the first time in the last year. But in those, a Barbie (or two!) got to be the star in a cast largely comprised of women. It’s sad when women don’t get be the standout even in their own commercials. It’s sadder that Barbie is the big Feminism Win! in a very bad year for women.

    Femininity and womanhood, as expressed through Barbie, isn’t given the specificity and attention that Ken’s crisis of manhood receives. (The “what if women were oppressors?” storyline is a little better than I’ve seen it in a lot of places, but I’m no fan of that trope, either.) I get what they’re going for, as Barbie represents aging into a more complex view of the world, but it’s just not a good enough commercial to hide the fact that it wants me to buy a Kenough sweater when I get home.

    7. Anatomy of a Fall

    This one didn’t quite click for me. It was a movie structured around a trial, and I liked every scene that didn’t take place in the courtroom. It’s not that they were bad—although I was absolutely lacking context for the way French courts and French courtroom dramas play out—but I liked the actors playing off each other outside of court so much better. What they were going for was interesting conceptually: litigating the end of a relationship through a trial and showing the sexism inherent in a setting like this worked really well together. But I’m not sure if I was supposed to be so completely on the side of the main character. After the music use in the first scene, I was all in with her, and the length of the movie felt redundant after that.

    What a year for Sandra Hüller, huh? Leading roles in two Best Picture nominees, and her portrayal of wife was dramatically different in each one. I get why she was nominated for Anatomy of a Fall; The Zone of Interest would be a hard one to pick up acting noms. I hope this year’s Oscars expands her opportunities for work in the US. I’d love to see her in more.

    Best dog actor absolutely goes to the dog in this one.

    6. Oppenheimer

    It feels to me like Christopher Nolan’s ability to execute a story is getting better over time, and his ability to pick a story is getting worse. (His lack of ability to depict women is at a constant, although Emily Blunt did a good job with what little she was given.)

    This is the lowest in the mass-murderer trio for me because of how friendly the movie is toward Oppenheimer as a figure. Two-thirds of the runtime has some interesting, if flawed, perspectives on a scientist who takes on a project without fully realizing what the implications of that project would be…and then there’s a big u-turn into “look how mean the politicians were to him”. I was never convinced that ruining his career was a bad thing, but I even cared less about that than the way the movie zoomed in on him for so long and then zoomed out when it was time to reckon with what he’d done (or enabled, as part of the US war machine). Don’t get me wrong; the bomb test and the scene after the bombs have been dropped on Japan are top-notch. But in a year with The Zone of Interest, the way Oppenheimer deflects is cowardly.

    I think Hollywood’s in a place where they’re trying to figure out how to depict atrocity without directly exploiting the pain of those affected. That Oppenheimer is the general Best Picture frontrunner doesn’t give me a lot of hope that anyone will learn. But I do find it hopeful that it’s a crowd favorite, and that it made a lot of money alongside Barbie. This is the blockbuster version of complicated fare, but people want more complicated fare! (I think that’s true of Barbie as well.) That’s a good thing.

    My initial Oppenheimer review is long enough that, if you haven’t read it, it might be worth a peek. You can see it on Letterboxd here.

    5. Killers of the Flower Moon

    I think I’ve only enjoyed one Martin Scorsese movie, and that was The Departed when it first came out. (I’ve never gotten through a second watch.) I watched Wolf of Wall Street and hated it, and I thought The Irishman was watchable except for how distracting the deaging techniques were. I don’t have a full career retrospective under my belt, but I have enough familiarity that I think Killers of the Flower Moon feels like growth. I respect that so much. I talk a lot about where we should be as a society, and if everyone was trying to learn and change into their 80s, we’d all be so much better off.

    I read the book last year after the (wildly-good) teaser trailer dropped, and I’m glad I had that context. The book’s big flaw is a love affair with the proto-FBI agent. Initially, that was going to be the framework for the film adaptation, and Leonardo DiCaprio was going to be the agent. But the focus shifted toward Ernest Burkhart, husband of Mollie Burkhart and one of the men most responsible for the crimes that made it to trial, at the urging of his granddaughter. (Scorsese talked about it on Colbert, but I find Margie Burkhart’s perspective the most interesting, as a relative of both murderer and murdered.)

    Killers of the Flower Moon has a lot of good choices. Lily Gladstone is my favorite; I looked up Certain Women after watching, which is the movie that inspired her casting, and was blown away. Mollie is a character who has to represent the pain of a tribe and group of people largely, and nothing about this movie would have worked for me without her, or without the broader Osage and indigenous involvement in the making of the film. All of my favorite scenes center Osage: the death of Mollie’s mother, the group meeting, Mollie and her sisters talking about men.

    (I’ve seen people calling Lily Gladstone in Best Actress as category fraud based on screen time, and I could not disagree more. Considering how long this post is, I’ll spare you my full rant, but counting minutes to determine lead vs. supporting is a deeply-flawed metric.)

    When I’m thinking about why you would make any of the mass-murderer trio of films, I feel like Killers of the Flower has the most applicable story to the average white person. Bare minimum, I think most Americans outside Oklahoma hadn’t heard about the Osage murders (although that could be my atrocious US history education talking). But also, Ernest was the closest to a regular guy in all three movies: exploited by the military, abused by richer relatives, has a brief period of peace when he marries well. None of it changes the fact that he was violent and murderous, and even if he hadn’t taken part, the whole town was still using racism and ableism to steal from the living and hide the dead.

    Unfortunately, that’s where the movie also fails for me most. Even in the book, which I would also say was written for a white audience, the Osage were the priority in a way the film never quite pulled off. I agree with Osage language consultant Christopher Cote’s take; this was an Osage story made for people who aren’t Osage. There was so much time where DiCaprio and Robert De Niro vamped for the camera, or white male character actors talked about killing Osage, that could have easily been trimmed without sacrificing the integrity of the story.

    I think Scorsese made good decisions to reorient the movie and involve the Osage with the process, but it’s fair to ask why the Osage don’t get full say over what’s told and how it’s told. Otherwise, it’s just more white people making money off of and gawking over their pain.

    4. The Zone of Interest

    Which leads me to a big reason that Zone of Interest gets to be the highest ranked of the mass-murderer trio: director Jonathan Glazer is Jewish, and he understood the gravity of making a Holocaust movie from the perspective of the Nazis. I can’t recommend this interview enough if you’ve seen the movie. I’ll quote the part that sticks out to me the most:

    There was a single camera roll of film in the Auschwitz archive, likely taken by Höss himself, of parties and children.

    “And this is a happy family in a back garden getting on with their lives,” he says of the shots. “There’s no evidence in this roll of film that the camp wall was in fact the garden wall. He didn’t shoot it. So that tells you a lot.”

    Moments like these, by Glazer’s own admission, drove him close to abandoning “Zone” as detrimental to his mental health. “It’s just too much darkness, too much weight, too much responsibility,” he recalls. “And you begin to question your motives and it’s a sh— place to find yourself. And I remember my wife said to me, ‘But your job is to turn that camera around and shoot that wall that they didn’t shoot. That’s exactly what you’re doing there.’”

    The Zone of Interest has no love affair with its fictionalized versions of murderers. When the film is at its best, it’s daylight horror, playing house as violence. It’s not a neat narrative, but a collection of stomach-roiling images that become even worse when you realize what greater atrocity they’re not showing. It’s a balance that’s hard to strike, conveying the full depth without exploiting the people within, but The Zone of Interest manages it better than the others in the mass-murderer trio.

    My favorite part is the deliberate choice to bend time within the movie. The way cameras are stationed in the house gives it a very modern feel, with actors passing through and not focusing any particular way. Sequences in night vision with a Polish girl dropping apples where those in Auschwitz can find them both keeps the modern feel and inverts the bright colors of the Höss house. The ending literally jumps to present day and back again in a way that will stick with me for years.

    But the movie takes a detour at the end away from Auschwitz, and the movie loses some of its effectiveness. We see bureaucratic meetings leading to death in the other movies, too; the line in Oppenheimer about not bombing Osaka because one of the officials honeymooned there was one of the most chilling moments in that film. There needs to be proximity for experiential horror to work, a continued investment in its images.

    I didn’t want more; honestly, I could barely handle what I got. The Zone of Interest was 105 minutes versus Oppenheimer’s 181 and Killers of the Flower Moon’s 206, and since I watched it last (and am now writing about it last out of the three), I had little stamina for a very challenging film. Oppenheimer and Killers of the Flower Moon were very watchable, but I’m not sure they should have been.

    3. American Fiction

    That brings me to American Fiction, which is deliberately about telling the stories of the Black community in a way palatable to the masses outside. The settings of publishing and Hollywood make it a very inside-baseball movie on the surface, but considering the push to make everyone a brand in the modern world, it’s worth talking about commodifying yourself and others in your community, especially ones more economically disadvantaged. Is there truth to be found in these gross exaggerations? Are you doing more harm than good? Does it matter, when more money doesn’t equal enough money, or change the fact that you are marginalized?

    I’ll be honest; I need to (and want to) give this movie another watch because I didn’t quite realize what was happening until the end, and it changed my entire perspective on the rest of the story. (In a good way! The cast wasn’t clicking for me initially, but now I know what they were doing.) But I can do that because it isn’t a movie mired in misery, despite some darker moments, and that’s one thing that increased behind-the-camera representation allows: an understanding of when and how tone can be lightened.

    In a year with a lot of success with counter programming, I think American Fiction’s inclusion in Best Picture is very funny, in a way that supports the thesis of the movie. That’s all you can ask of a satire, I think! I also love that Jeffrey Wright got to lead a movie, and Sterling K. Brown got a Supporting Actor nod. I hope this is the first of many for them both.

    2. The Holdovers

    “History is not merely the past, Mr. Tully. It’s an explanation of the present.”

    (I quoted this from the screenplay, so the movie’s version might be different. Didn’t get a chance to check.)

    There’s nothing subtle about The Holdovers. It wants you to see what it’s like to be vulnerable and exploited when everyone around you is rich, to be alone when everyone else has family. But mostly, it wants you to see that there’s a way through, by being there for each other.

    It would be easy for this subject matter and approach to get syrupy or seem too flat. But not here. We see characters’ pain and happiness, and the journey is treated seriously. Da’Vine Joy Randolph is the favorite to win in her category, and it makes perfect sense; her character and performance are the heart of the movie. (One of her scenes also made me cry more than any other nominee did this year, which is saying something.) But the small ensemble’s all top-notch. I don’t think Paul Giamatti has a real chance at Best Actor, but it’s a shame because I honestly liked his performance more than Cillian Murphy’s this year.

    While I get why people love this movie—I did, too!—I don’t get people saying they’re adding it to the Christmas-movie rotation. Watching this in January was almost too much of a downer for me, and that’s even considering how it ends on a hopeful note. Maybe people are just more resilient than I am.

    1. Past Lives

    Past Lives is generally straightforward and quiet, a triptych of periods in main-character Nora’s life as she moves away from Korea and toward her aspirations. She reconnects with her childhood sweetheart Hae Sung, practices her rusty Korean, and marries her New York boyfriend Arthur. The end of the movie reunites Nora with Hae Sung and introduces Arthur to a part of his wife that he’s never gotten to really see before.

    I’ve seen people trying to dissect the men’s characterizations (or worse, calling them flat), which goes a completely different direction than my reading. Hae Sun and Arthur are Nora’s cultural experiences and life choices, both the path taken and the path left behind made beautiful through the lens of romance. (The movie itself plays with the stock-guy idea; Arthur is selling a book called Boner at one point.) Hae Sun is the pining for the past that you know would be a poor fit, but also captures a part of you that no one in your new circumstances can see. Arthur is the support and intimacy that wants to understand what you say in another language in your sleep.

    Past Lives loves and respects women in a way no other Best Picture nominee could manage this year, both in its story and its choice of genre. It shouldn’t be revolutionary, but after looking at everything else, it really is. I’m grateful there was a pocket of quiet and peace, and a soft tearjerker, amidst a flawed and turbulent group of nominees.

    Thanks for reading!

    We did it, kids! 2023 is officially wrapped up. If you missed the previous posts, here they are:

    Movies (part one): A brief look at my Letterboxd stats, and some other year-end movie recaps.
    Movies (part two): A general top ten of movies overall, with some other highs and lows.
    Music: Artist and song favorites taken from my Spotify Wrapped, Apple Music Replay, and general YouTube usage.
    TV: Old rewatches, shows that finished in 2023 that I watched, continuing shows, and a Star Trek section.
    Books: General stats, honorable mentions, and a top ten curated with help from my Storygraph.
    Video games: Things I played on and off Steam, and some Steam stats.

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    Rory’s 2023: Movies (part two)

    My initial plans for this post were big (for me). I assembled a list of every movie I watched in 2023 and carefully ranked it on Letterboxd, with four basic tiers and multiple drafts of reviews of each movie. The list was getting a bit unwieldy with time, but it wasn’t a dealbreaker. I looked over the movies in mid-February, readying myself to carefully rerank and reevaluate in time for early March.

    And then I realized most of them were solidly mid and not worth the effort.

    This is part of a greater crisis, honestly. I always spend the beginning of a calendar year playing catch-up with the films from the year prior; the way a bunch of movies are dumped at the end of the year means you have to if you’re like me (unable to go to theaters much and no access to screeners). I have never had such a miserable time catching-up as I did this year.

    I know Hollywood execs would love to blame the strikes for a weird 2023 in film, but the creative labor on the ground read the writing on the wall and were trying to help. I’m glad they got most of what they asked for. It’s probably not enough to fix real structural problems. (Also not labor’s fault.)

    Currently, I’m not up to the task of doing a full Hollywood accounting, so we’re going lowkey for these posts. For my general recap of 2023 movies, I’ll cover some highs, some lows, and my general favorites. I’m including some Oscar nominees here because they don’t really fit in the structure of the bigger Oscar post.


    A selection of 2023 movies I want to see and haven’t (as of writing these posts)

    Priscilla, The Iron Claw, Godzilla Minus One, The Boy and the Heron, Dream Scenario, Joy Ride, The Hunger Games: The Ballad of Songbirds & Snakes, Napoleon, Are You There God? It’s Me Margaret, Wish, Beyonce’s Renaissance, Dicks: The Musical

    Lows

    Saltburn: A major cultural zeitgeist that stole from better movies without saying something unique. Definitely the work of someone posh addressing class, and that’s not a compliment. At least I got to hear Murder on the Dancefloor for the first time. But I don’t begrudge younger audiences enjoying it! Every generation should have a Cruel Intentions, you know? I hope it inspires them to look up movies in a similar vein.

    Renfield: Do you know how hard it is for me to dislike a vampire movie, much less a Dracula movie? I think saying “Awkwafina is a cop” conveys some of my difficulties with it, but also the movie was trying to be four or five movies at the same time without a good ending. But also: I enjoyed watching it at the time, but every time I think back, I feel exasperated. Sigh.

    Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse: I’m probably one of the few people on the planet who would put this as a “low”, and I’m at peace with that. I didn’t see this theatrically, which meant that I not only had my enjoyment of the first movie to contend with, but the enormous hype the second release engendered. That it also is only half a story is a big part of the problem here; maybe I’ll reevaluate this once I have the next part, and I know how everything lands. But it was too long and overstuffed, which was a direct reflection of its terrible working conditions. Can’t say I’ll make the sequel a theatrical priority unless changes are made.

    Highs

    Indiana Jones and the Dial of Destiny: Most of this movie is what you’d expect of Disney zombifying old, beloved properties. Despite that, I loved the end in a way that I still reflect upon fondly? I can’t talk about it without spoiling the whole thing (whatever that’s worth), so check my Letterboxd review for the details.

    The Marvels and Blue Beetle: I skipped a lot of superhero media this year, but both DC and Marvel pulled off great stories with BIPOC families as superhero support systems recently. I also loved Blue Beetle’s placement in a fictional version of Miami, with an added neon flare and use of 90s aesthetics as a contrast to the modern day. I wish the Khan family had been a bigger part of The Marvels, but it was a nice sequel to the Ms. Marvel show that didn’t feel too tonally different.

    Gran Turismo: As far as commercials with a thin veneer of cinema went in 2023, this was one of my favorites. A racing movie that’s mostly guys having chemistry together (with the occasional woman for Diversity Win! or We’re Straight I Swear) is very 2005, but sometimes it’s fun to imagine Ad Exec Legolas and Racing Daddy Hopper smooching.

    The Little Mermaid: Halle Bailey is as Disney princess as they come. I liked her so much, I’m tempted to watch this again (although I’d probably just watch the second half).

    Five Nights at Freddy’s: I wouldn’t call myself a fan of the franchise, but I definitely enjoyed watching this in the theater. I also liked that I got a second viewing in at home right away because of its simultaneous release on Peacock. I doubt most movies will do anything like this in the future, but I wish they would.

    Top ten

    10. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Mutant Mayhem

    Considering the trailer they had in front of Barbie, I almost didn’t see this one. It felt like they were toeing the line between “girls stink” and “counter-programming” and landing more on the former than the latter in that pass? But it was a good year for Ayo Edibiri, and the thought of her as April O’Neil was too good to pass up.

    I could say a lot of the reason this works for me is nostalgia bait, but that’s only part of the story. I played with Barbies and had multiple Mario experiences as a kid; neither 2023 movie adaptation was more than casually watchable for me. In my childhood, TMNT was exclusively the 1990 movie that I vaguely tolerated because Sara rewatched it over and over again. I can’t tell you which turtle’s which. I always mix up the names Splinter and Shredder! (I had to double-checked the names when I wrote this.) Mostly, I just really liked that this iteration of Turtles felt like teens I know today. I always thought the ‘90s Turtles seemed older than teens to me, although my solidly-childhood age might have shaped that view. Either way, I definitely believe 2023’s Turtles are middle schoolers, and charmingly so.

    Also, I thought the animation style was pleasantly grungy and tactile. Not an easy feat in 3D animation, or for someone who gets easily queasy when looking at animation broadly! (Studio Ghibli makes me queasy. It’s tragic.) That, combined with a lovable overall cast and solid story, made this a good family watch.

    I should also add that I watched with a nine-year-old who happily bounced during the action sequences. That’s five stars in his book!

    9. Polite Society

    The funny thing about my inclusion of Polite Society is that I came away more frustrated than anything when I watched, but not because the film or any of the creatives did anything wrong; I saw a trailer months in advance that spoiled the whole movie. I never would have known about the movie if it hadn’t been for the trailer! But it spoiled all the major twists and turns, which is not good when two-thirds of the movie is centered around a bit of a mystery.

    But Polite Society’s here because it was a fun movie, and I think back on it fondly. I’m a sucker for female-led action, especially when the lead is scrappy and a bit rough around the edges. It’s one of the reasons The Marvels is a high for me this year; just watching women getting to lead anything feels like a breath of fresh air. That Polite Society is also British-Pakistani gives it a cultural perspective I don’t see very much, as a white person based in the US. But mostly, it’s the energy of the film that made me a fan. This is what a good popcorn movie should look like!

    8. Dungeons & Dragons: Honor Among Thieves

    I’m different than a lot of my circle, both in-person and online, in that my direct experiences with DND are brief at best. I haven’t played more than a trial run or two, I find Baldur’s Gate 3 a bit overwhelming (although it is a 2024 goal to get to an ending), and I haven’t watched any of the popular shows like Critical Role or Dimension 20 or listened to any podcasts or what have you. I say this because I heard from multiple sources that people liked DND:HAT because it felt like a DND game without the table parts. That meant very little to me, and I can’t comment on their use of classes or locations or whatever feels like a failed roll.

    But I liked DND:HAT anyway! It’s a fun fantasy romp with a good cast and a lot of sequences that had delightful shots. That the core emotional story is centered around a fridged Black woman is the main reason this isn’t higher on the list; I honestly wasn’t sure I liked the movie on first watch because I hated that choice so much. That I have rewatched two or three times since and added it high on my list of movies for the year speaks to the overall quality of the rest of the movie (and yes, the inconsistent quality of films overall, but what can you do about that). I hope they make a couple silly sequels and give more actors a chance to play with the material.

    7. May December

    Honestly, this was top two or three on my list when I first watched it. I love Todd Haynes movies; he’s a director that understands film history and pop culture, and he made possibly my all-time favorite movie, Velvet Goldmine. Charles Melton’s performance is still in my top two or three for year and was far more worthy of awards recognition than a lot of names that got nominated.

    So why is it at number seven? Because I found out after the movie how directly they lifted from actual Mary Kay Letourneau interviews, and I read this interview with survivor Vili Fualaau and found out he wasn’t consulted for the movie. It feels like both the movie’s existence and press tour around it probably compounded Fualaau’s trauma, and they didn’t even talk to him about it? This is not the way you want art to reflect life, and vice versa.

    (Also, that link made me realize that Fualaau is only a couple years older than I am, which was a shock and a half. It definitely put the real-life events into clearer perspective.)

    But the movie still spoke to me. I was around abusive adults as a kid, especially ones who used the arts as a shield or to facilitate their abuse, and saw other kids around me preyed upon. May December is one of the few films I’ve seen that covers the topic in a way that’s more complicated than the usual media depictions of toxic stage parents or what have you.

    Anyway, its inclusion and position here is a reflection of my mixed feelings. Yes, I got a lot out of it, and I think a lot of the craft involved was very good. No, I’m not sure it’s worth making a real person’s life worse, and Hollywood is structured terribly in regard to ethics, trauma, and children. I don’t think reaching out to the real man involved was too much to ask, bare minimum.

    6. The Holdovers

    Since this is a Best Picture nominee, see that post for more.

    5. Past Lives

    Another Best Picture nominee that gets more later!

    4. A Thousand and One

    I’m so glad I prioritized A Thousand and One even though it didn’t get any Oscar noms. I’ve done this catch-up period stuff enough to know that the Oscars covers some ground, but there are always major omissions, and works by marginalized voices are far more likely to fall by the wayside. I watched this the second I saw it on Prime Video. Along with Past Lives, it was a very good year for debut filmmakers!

    One of the things this list conveys is that I like character-centric dramas, and A Thousand and One definitely qualifies. Teyana Taylor was the movie’s heart in a small ensemble, and I can think of several Oscar nominees I would have bumped to give her a nod. I can’t talk too much about the story itself because experiencing the movie was one of my favorite parts, but the ideas of family and racial gentrification were developed in interesting and complicated ways. The production design was fantastic, too; it’s not easy to show changes over time, especially in a smaller-budget movie, but they pulled it off beautifully.

    Mostly, I hope this movie’s success at Sundance will give director A.V. Rockwell more opportunities. This is a filmmaker I want to see more from.

    3. Beau is Afraid

    My first reaction when I watched Beau is Afraid was “cool movie, having a major panic attack, will never watch it again”. When I calmed down, I found I couldn’t stop thinking about it. I have never seen a movie that captured my daily internal experience so well. (If you’ve seen the movie too: yes, I’ve done a lot of therapy, don’t worry.) I can replay most of the movie vividly in my head, which is no easy feat for something so intense and so long. But it’s also really funny? Beau is Afraid didn’t miss that the best comedy is found from distortion and exaggeration, and what’s intrusive thinking if not exaggeration?

    Beau is Afraid also takes generational trauma in relation to all of this very seriously. The generational trauma I inherited comes from a different source: a combination of “general US poverty”, “untreated mental whatever”, and “Irish diaspora”, versus this film’s “Jewish diaspora” and “parental abandonment” and whatever else. Probably no one wants to find common ground in this particular way. But since I have, I’m super grateful this movie exists. I might even buy a physical copy to keep as part of a “break glass when I’m too stuck in my head” toolkit. I don’t know that there’s any better way to have perspective on how silly your brain can be than having someone else show so many of the same pitfalls and kind of hold your hand about it.

    2. Bottoms

    Year of Ayo Edibiri continues! I’ve only logged Bottoms twice on my Letterboxd, but I’m reasonably sure I’ve watched it three or four times at this point. I admit, there’s a bit right before the climax where the movie loses steam and a bit of a grasp on its zany tone, so I skip around sometimes. But that’s one flaw in an otherwise fantastic comedy, where queer people get to be ugly and untalented and still beat the crap out of people.

    There isn’t much to say beyond that! Fun build to the ending, charming cast (with a surprisingly good Marshawn Lynch?), super queer in a way that I don’t get to see enough of. Everyone’s firing on all cylinders in this one.

    1. Nimona

    Most of what I could say here, I said in two different Letterboxd reviews. “kill the cop in your head: the movie” is the most succinct, but I think my second review also covers important ground:

    my favorite movie of 2023! it’s one of the few films i saw in the last year that has the courage to meet the moment where it is in terms of narrative and themes, and it does it with a fun frankness well-suited to its family vibe. a toxic system only survives by creating monsters to look away from the rot within, and when we teach children fear, the rot survives. children can be just as dangerous behind a sword as anyone. but we all have the chance to learn, and if we want to survive, growth and love aren’t soft or meaningless. it’s all we have.

    nimona’s survival story is also emblematic of the greater dysfunction in hollywood and the us’s economic systems, in that disney ate and destroyed its original production company, and only netflix buying it meant the hard work of nimona’s artists got to be seen. how many industries are being destroyed for the sake of a handful of people who are already wealthy? how much labor has been discarded, and will continue to be discarded, in the name of tax breaks? how many people in marginalized groups will have a hand extended when the world’s eyes are there, only for the hand to be retracted the second backs are turned or there’s a hint of pressure?

    this is all connected to nimona’s narrative, too: queerness is a big reason why disney didn’t keep the movie. they reportedly objected to the surface-level inclusion of ballister/goldenloin kissing, which was probably their excuse for how queer the whole film is in every way, for the ways the model minority myth is explored, for the directness of walls getting torn down. people are losing their rights and dying in real life, but gay kissing between cartoon characters is still too much, somehow.

    i could go on, but as angry as i am about everything right now, nimona gives me hope. it validates how i see the world, and it’s a good reminder that a lot of people want everything to be better, and that’s what i ultimately take away from the movie when i watch this. we can do this. i know we can.

    What else I can add is this: I watched Nimona grow since its inception. I started following comic-creator (and film producer) ND Stevenson on Tumblr back when he was posting Lord of the Rings comics. Not only did I witness pages post, extras come to being, and a full book get published, I saw his journey as a creative blossom when he started working in animation, and I saw his autobiographical comics depict his ongoing queer experience.

    I would have loved Nimona the movie on its own; I have no doubt of that. But it’s also representative of a core part of my identity, which you could call “Tumblr queer” if you want to strip the whole thing of nuance. It’s finding community and expressing queer identity in online spaces, through creative endeavors. I was doing this a good decade before Tumblr’s existence, but Tumblr is one of the places this part of me lives on today.

    Queer expression in online spaces is under a lot of threat right now, from proposed/enacted legislations, from unchecked and unexamined bigotries, and from the gross mismanagement of online social spaces. I don’t think someone like Nate would have ever had it easy, but I’ve watched a lot of the mechanisms that supported him and others like him crumble or get destroyed in real time. That’s not to say all hope is gone! I know we’re already seeing some creatives come from places like TikTok. But it would be naive to say that things aren’t bad right now.

    Still, like I said in the above review, Nimona the movie gives us hope and potential answers, and it’s a rare success in a time and place where that’s hard to come by. It’s why I treasure it so much! And after a year like 2023, I’m glad it exists.

    Coming in the next couple days

    My Oscars recap! I watched all the Best Picture nominees and a smattering of contenders from other categories. See you then!

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    Rory Links

    Rory’s links #3: Sound it out

    Welcome back to links! Only took me three months to come back! Let’s start by collecting my initial year-end wrapup posts, if you haven’t seen them. (I spent my time and energy on these for a while instead of linkspams.)

    1. Movies pt. 1 (there will be a pt. 2 next month, along with Oscar posts)
    2. Music
    3. TV
    4. Books
    5. Video games

    I felt late posting these, but I did manage to squeeze them in right before Lunar New Year, so maybe I was right on time.


    A couple links on literacy: The Loss of Things I Took For Granted, a Slate column with a college professor that has watched literacy in their students drop over the last decade, and At a Loss for Words, about the flawed US teaching method of three cueing that has left kids and young adults struggling to read. The short version: sounding out words is a valuable skill.

    A random hobby wiki page: Did you know DND 5e allows characters to get married for an armor class boost? Why did no one get fake married in the DND movie or Baldur’s Gate 3? Wasted opportunities.

    Do you like space? Watch some documentaries and clips on NASA+. I think there’s Earth stuff on there, too.

    Totally respect if you don’t want to click Substack links, but here’s one person’s alternatives to Spotify. I’m not fully ready to ditch Apple Music in 2024, but I agree with the poor ethics of using these services and plan to prioritize buying music this year, especially for smaller artists.

    If you’re wondering why I’m bringing up Substack, the company has been really reticient about banning Nazis and white supremacists off the platform. (All the articles that came up when I searched were paywalled, like this Atlantic article, but they’re there.) Substack made a token reversal effort in January, but if we’re talking about digital ethics, moving off Substack is great to do in that regard. If you want alternatives: Egregious is WordPress + domain; Rory Learns is on Buttondown, Casey Johnson has talked on Bluesky about how She’s a Beast uses Ghost.

    JP Brammer of ¡Hola Papi! fame has an interesting column about Latino identity in the LA Times. So many good lines in this one, such as “…language, nations and identity are all ghosts with teeth, phantoms that aren’t real until they bite you and draw blood.”

    Black Twitter Remains Unbothered in Elon Musk’s X. I’ve limited my Twitter usage for a variety of reasons, both ethical and functional. In the past, I’ve also witnessed and been a part of online communities standing firm against profit machines that don’t care about people. No judgment from me (except for soulless billionaires).

    This might be paywalled if you’ve looked at New York Magazine much lately: Apple Vision Pro Owners Are Struggling to Figure Out What They Just Bought. Sounds like Apple is selling expensive VR headsets to people too cool (or work-focused) to buy already-existing VR headsets. I think there’s space for work apps on VR; I think most people buying the Vision Pro don’t have the skill to use them. Still, if Apple wants people to promo the Vision Pro, they should give one to Sara, who has VR experience and wants work apps. Just saying.


    Interesting YouTube videos recently (expanding the info box will allow you to click to a transcript, if you prefer to read):

    FD Signifier’s short take on cultural appropriation pointed out that Travis Kelce started sporting a fade because it was a way to signal that he was dating Black women. (That was pre-Swift, of course, but he hasn’t changed his hair since that started.)

    Slowly going through Variety’s latest Actors on Actors series, and I think Andrew Scott & Greta Lee’s is going to be tough to beat. Past Lives is my favorite Best Picture nominee so far (it’s on Prime Video right now), and I can’t wait to see All of Us Strangers, which I can pretty safely say got snubbed without even seeing it (but it’ll be on Hulu as of February 22nd, so I’ll speak more authoritatively about it then).

    An essay about east Asia and buying luxury. I got into cdramas a few years ago and was surprised to see how many Chinese actors/idols had deals with luxury brands. It was helpful to get perspective on how economic/social trends coalesce within collectivist cultures in this way.

    It’s hard to be remotely a US film nerd and not have heard about how Sofia Coppola ruined the Godfather Part III, but this essay put into perspective how much Francis Ford Coppola failed his daughter. It’s fascinating because only a nepo baby could have the career Sofia Coppola has after decades of (undeserved) attacks, but also, she never would have been made the face of the movie’s failure if she hadn’t been a nepo baby in the first place.

    Creative ownership and copyright have been hot topics the last few months, between tech bros stealing from artists for their fancy autocorrect, Steamboat Willie entering public domain, and hbomberguy’s big plagiarism essay, to name three prominent examples. A different essay talks about some creative copyright infringement from the past and asks where we go from here. You should mostly watch it to see Turkish Star Trek and Filipino musical Batman, if you haven’t.